It's A Great Life To Live

had an interesting chat with some of my colleagues today.. it made me wonders whether what i'm doing right now is what i really want to do.. it all started when one of them had a meeting with the employee liaison.. an employee liaison is an hr personnel dedicated to know more about the employees in that company.. sort of counselling teacher in school.. except that we don't call them cikgu..

anyways, during the discussion i was asked if this is what i want to do.. and whether i did anything else before this.. hmm.. that's a tough one.. i thought about this before, but never really put all my thoughts into it.. hmm.. let me see.. i've been a baby sitter and a lecturer before this.. and including my current job, i love them all.. except that, i think i could get bored easily.. like when i babysit, i have a tendency to take care of babies more than toddlers.. maybe because babies are easier to handle than toddlers.. and when i was a lecturer, towards the end of the semester i somewhat lost a little bit of enthusiasm that i had when i started lecturing..

what is my point?

my point is, up till now i still don't find anything that i really looovveee doing.. not that i hate what i'm doing now.. it's just that i don't feel that i'm "there" yet.. sometimes i don't feel that that's normal.. other days i feel that it's completely okay to feel that way.. especially i'm still young.. ;) that i've never tried doing anything else but what i'me doing right now.. but whatever it is, i'm not much of risk-taker anyway.. so, i'm not going to stop working and find new job just like that.. coz i still have that doubt in me saying that, what if this is it.. what if? how will i know?

or i will never know..?