It's A Great Life To Live
22 August 2005
last weekend..
17 August 2005
how do you know the one..
anyways, during the discussion i was asked if this is what i want to do.. and whether i did anything else before this.. hmm.. that's a tough one.. i thought about this before, but never really put all my thoughts into it.. hmm.. let me see.. i've been a baby sitter and a lecturer before this.. and including my current job, i love them all.. except that, i think i could get bored easily.. like when i babysit, i have a tendency to take care of babies more than toddlers.. maybe because babies are easier to handle than toddlers.. and when i was a lecturer, towards the end of the semester i somewhat lost a little bit of enthusiasm that i had when i started lecturing..
what is my point?
my point is, up till now i still don't find anything that i really looovveee doing.. not that i hate what i'm doing now.. it's just that i don't feel that i'm "there" yet.. sometimes i don't feel that that's normal.. other days i feel that it's completely okay to feel that way.. especially i'm still young.. ;) that i've never tried doing anything else but what i'me doing right now.. but whatever it is, i'm not much of risk-taker anyway.. so, i'm not going to stop working and find new job just like that.. coz i still have that doubt in me saying that, what if this is it.. what if? how will i know?
or i will never know..?